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Published: Nov 26, 2012

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Today.. I've thought of things I'm not proud of.
I could slap myself for this..
But just everything I do I mess up.
I can't do anything right.
This one /friend/ out of school doesn't talks with me.. now.. for one week.
I used to call her my best friend.
What did I do, that you cope with me like that?
...
I've drew vent art.
But I'm too afraid to upload it.
I've uploaded enough vent I guess... -looks at the last journal-
..The only thing I feel is guilt.
Mum says I search all the faults in others..
Maybe.. I'm the one who just fucks up everything.
Sometimes I just think, that I don't deserve anything.
Or is this all the pay-back for all my mistakes and lies?
What did this all happen?
Was I the reason?
What did I do wrong.
Please tell me.
It's just.. I.. I don't understand.

...I hurt myself today in P.E.
Because of that there is blood on my knees.
I don't know what I fucking should think of..
I mess everything up.

I'm sorry for that.
I'm.. I'm really sorry..

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